this then is..
this then is
the panic that wakens me in the early hours of every morning
as in the dark I travel the depths of my
mind
trying to re
member
as he speaks to me in my sleep
I panic as I wake, knowing that I can only rely on my own stories
in those interstices
where he could fill in the details
I must try to re
member
who can fill these details
I re
member
not…
