In life is to have uninterrupted time
to read and think and write
and make and create – nay not create – to put together…
To not worry about the aches and pains in a body
or the small interruptions of daily life
what i really want is to be able to read read read
about a problem
before I sleep
and wake up in the morning with a clear understanding
of how things work
even if just for that moment.
I never realized how valuable this was
and how actually rare it becomes as day after day what we
is just get through the day.
What I really want is to be IN the place
where the problem exists
to see how it is working and why the problem interrupts
what I really want is to see clearly why a person
has a problem
without having my own feelings of hurt, self-worth, pride and authority over ideas
what I really want is to solve the problem at hand
and walk away leaving the understanding with the person
that needs to implement it in that context.
this is all I want…