In life is to have uninterrupted time
to read and think and write

and make and create – nay not create – to put together…

To not worry about the aches and pains in a body

or the small interruptions of daily life

what i really want is to be able to read read read

about a problem

before I sleep

and wake up in the morning with a clear understanding

of how things work

even if just for that moment.

I never realized how valuable this was

and how actually rare it becomes as day after day what we
do
is just get through the day.

What I really want is to be IN the place
where the problem exists

to see how it is working and why the problem interrupts

what I really want is to see clearly why a person
has a problem

without having my own feelings of hurt, self-worth, pride and authority over ideas

intrude

what I really want is to solve the problem at hand

and walk away leaving the understanding with the person

that needs to implement it in that context.

this is all I want…